The Beauty Of Getting Tired
Many times I caught myself complaining about how tiring life is. How tiring the work is. How tiring waiting is. How tiring to finish a single task. How tiring to keep on explaining yourself over and over again. How tiring to keep on repeating my mistakes like again?. I have seen myself doing this since I started to talk. But by the grace and wisdom of God, He taught me how being tired has its own beauty. If I only knew that before, maybe I should've been more persuasive, more understanding, and more of trusting God than complaining. You see, lately, I have been so busy running errands to so many things that I don't even know if it made sense. haha! And then, there was this ONE PARTICULAR MOMENT where I was suddenly doing nothing. I felt really INDIFFERENT. Yes, I even googled it to make my self-clear of what really is happening to me. I became so lonely and had experienced nostalgia. Maybe because I used so ...